Wednesday, March 03, 2004

I'm having a fat day. I made the mistake of getting on the scale today before work. I did put on like five of the pounds i'd just lost *sigh*. I'm so tired of fighting with this. At what point do i DESERVE some relief? I exercize, I don't eat fast food, I don't eat fried food... I'm so sick of myself and my failures and my body and it's inadequacies. The thing that i hate most...even more than my inability to lose weight is that i have been struggling with gaining weight lately... all because I don't starve myself 75% of the time, and actually eat real food. I fricking hate myself and my body and I'm so frustrated I don't want to live any more.


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