Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Down once more to the dungeon of my black dispair

Yeah, I'm bwoken. Usually I judge my depression level by how often I listen to The Phantom of the Opera soundtrack. But my relationship with it has been... kinda strangely cheerful lately. That's mest up. Usually I can't stand most fanfic, but I widdled away a huge chunk of the day reading phantom fanfic and... *cough* Stargate SG1 fanfic. Mostly oh jack! oh sam! but I digress. I don't know if I'm actually more depressed than usual. I don't feel like it. Usually depressed is "I hate myself and I wanna die" but I'm kind of neutral lately. But I certainly have all the symptoms. Lack of appetite (my meals were at 7am, 3pm, 11pm today, so y'know, I only eat when I'm grumpy as all hell, not cuz I'm actually hungry), complete and total exhaustion (I've made it through ONE day this week without a nap, but it doesn't count because I went to bed at 9pm), reading fanfic, not working as hard on my homework... oh well. Chocolate cake will always love me.


Anonymous Daily Dog said...

Sound like depression to me too.
I know it's a sentence you don't give a damn about when you are depressed, but I'm going to say it anyway: "you are not alone!".

Chocolate and sleeping my do the trick to get you out of it, though.


Hang in there!

5:52 AM  
Blogger The BLS said...

Yeah, it sounds like depression to me, too. I'm sorry that you're bwoken. :(

How IS the medication situation going?

11:01 AM  

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